Saturday, July 11, 2009

Times Like These? You need a Juicy!

There is a day in your life when somebody sparks anger into your mood. Well for me today I just had that spark this morning when my wife scolded at me. The one thing I hate is if somebody calls me names and it strikes directly to your soul. I admit I am quite sensitive and I get downhearted easily. But there are some words that is hard to digest. Words that were already marked as scars in you and is wounded again by someone close to you and a simple sorry does not heal the lesions. I'd rather dive into silence but sometimes it is hard to keep it within you. I oftentimes think of using up all my energy on a punching bag until it is only sand and dust. I hate it during times like these where your chest wants to explode and your heart is already pumping oil instead of blood. Outlets could be any kind and anything. That is why I went out and had eaten my favorite finger food which is Tokuyaki and also bought myself a glass of Iced tea. I forget about the event and head to do the things that calm me. Watching a movie is also a former past time of mine that is why I watched one just to calm my cells down. I thank God that I am able to inhibit myself and not a being a disastrous person. I hope that I am able to control myself more during times like these. Just like the Juicy Fruit commercial says "Times like these, you need a Juicy!"

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